... And figure out what's stopping us

Hey folks,
Today I can't upload a vid. I am very very sorry. In the last week I caught a cold and my voice really sucks at the time.
So talk about fucked up things we are going to chat serious today.
Hahah. Don't panic. I just want to remind you and me to check out what we do with our lives.
There are always bad things that keep us from breathing easy. I think we own ourselves a good thorough talk in those times.
Do I need a change or can I turn the situation around?
And one absolutely hard question :
Am I keeping myself down? Did I search for faults on my side? Or did I just stove the weight I caused for myself on others?
There are many people who can't find happiness in themselves. We really need to try to be happy on our own so we don't blame others for our broken souls or hearts or lives.

Sincerely yours
Channah