He's just not that into you

Remember that movie?
I do. Even though I had forgotten it for a little while.

If a guy really wants to see you, and he happens to be in your nearer area,than he will see you. If it's just not that important for him, he will find excuses, not solutions or possibilities.

So, yeah. I woke up. And maybe the world isn't always nice, but I won't waste my time to a guy that doesn't care for me as much as I care for him.

I'll be strong and get myself out of my own misery.

Ah, but first I hate him a little and get myself a fucking good mad song to dance and shout about the stupidity of the male part of society. :) sry, all you nice boys out there. It's not your fault, I know!

Love, Channah

Wir hatten den Moment doch irgendjemand hielt die Zeit nicht an

We had the moment but someone missed to stop time.
Mostly like this sing the Wise Guys - a a capella band from Köln - about lost moments of love.

I went to Berlin a few weeks ago. There was a boy, a friend of a friend, and we had a wonderful time. Spent all our free minutes together.
Now I am back to Bonn. The first time I contacted him he still answered but now there's just silence.

And all I do is ask myself :
Am I not good enough?
Wants wrong with me?
Why is it always me hurting and the other party doesn't really care?

I try to stop myself from thinking this about me. But what can I do? It's not his fault that I care more. It's not mine either.
It still hurts though.

All you need is love

...  BA BA BA da da.
All you need is love.
Ba Ba Ba  da da.

Morning guys,

Here she is again. With no vid but she's going to talk anyway. Hihi.
I read the dumbest books, and I love it! Books with titles that make you scream and cover your ears. Books with such naughty covers you read it only on your e-book reader and books so easily foreseen (if that's the right word) you wanna hit your head on a wall when the road to the big love ending takes a twisted turn.
Yeah. I admit it:they cost only zwo bucks and are finished in only six or seven hours, but get over with it.
Some if these books make me happier than a really good written novel. Some of them are even good written. Haha. And guess what?
I bet, I am just one out of a million people who love stupid love stories. (remember twilight? THAT was stupid. )
Well, I may not be proud, that I read that shit but I am proud to admit it,to be myself and be damn proud of who I am. (even if I am stupid sometimes.)

To all of the other stupid and admitting people out there!
Your Channah

... And figure out what's stopping us

Hey folks,
Today I can't upload a vid. I am very very sorry. In the last week I caught a cold and my voice really sucks at the time.
So talk about fucked up things we are going to chat serious today.
Hahah. Don't panic. I just want to remind you and me to check out what we do with our lives.
There are always bad things that keep us from breathing easy. I think we own ourselves a good thorough talk in those times.
Do I need a change or can I turn the situation around?
And one absolutely hard question :
Am I keeping myself down? Did I search for faults on my side? Or did I just stove the weight I caused for myself on others?
There are many people who can't find happiness in themselves. We really need to try to be happy on our own so we don't blame others for our broken souls or hearts or lives.

Sincerely yours
Channah

When the day is long. And the night; the night is yours alone

Good evening guys,

I'm the kind of person who lives through the nights and stumbles through the days. So most of the videos you will see are made in the depth of darkness. Of course there's always an exception to the rules. So the following vid shows my Christmas greetings which I sent to some of my friends.
http://youtu.be/i0katGr2GWE
Have fun!

Warmy warm hugs in these cold days
Channah